CORETAN AWEK SPANAR

ku siram air mawar putih di atas pusara persahabatan tanda sucinya kasihku padamu sahabat yang umpama cahaya bintang perjalanan kita tempuhi penuh liku penuh ranjau namun kau setia bersamaku ku sangka panas hinnga ke petang rupanya hujan di tengah hari aku mengerti aku mengakui itu memang salahku dan aku mengerti jika kau tidak memaafiku namun tidak adakah secalit rindumu pada persahabatan ini tidak adakah ruang di hatimu untuk memafkaan aku sahabat aku hanya ingin secebis kemaafan darimu berilah peluang terakhir kapadaku untuk mengatakan MAAFKAN AKU..... KAWAN..... datang dan pergi...SAHABAT....walau saling tak bertegur sapa,walau jarang bersua muka tapi memori indah bersama sering bermain di mata....TEMAN.... penghibur kala sepi dan peneman kala riang...MEMBER...susah dan senang bersama, main bersama,belajar bersama, kutuk mengutuk, caci-mencaci itu semua dah jadi lumrah. Tak kira siapa bahan siapa, tak kira siapa lebih hebat... Semua orang adalah kawan...sebab orang tua kata...kawan...

Alhamdulillah result dah keluar jugak akhirnya. Walau tak dapat 4 flat syukur gak ah aku dapat pointer yang tak menyababkan aku terkick dari kmpp tercintah nih. Huuhuhuhu..... Rasa macam mimpi lagi dengan result ari tuh. Cam tak caya jer aku dapat score 3.9. After all thanks to ALLAH coz semuanya dari DIA. Ceriter pasal result ni..teringat pulak time amek result SPM dulu, perasaan bangga tu tak terasa mungkin sebab waktu SPM dulu banyak sobor ( s***** b*****) hehehehe.... Jadi tak rasa sangat usaha tuh...semuanya depends on luck.... But feeling time amek result kat matrik nih lain lak.... Celah mana nak dapat sobor kat sini...Lecturer siap pesan awal2 lagi benda2 khurafat macam tuh takkan ader kat sini...huhuhuhu... Fot da first time amek exam memang rela dan redha tanpa bergantung pada luck lagi...Hanya ALLAH lah waktu itu tempat bergantung harap.... After dapat result terus call my ummi....huhuhuhu...even result taklah sebagus budak2 lain...tapi feeling memang lain daripada time skol...

Apalah pulak botam ni kan. Hehehehehehe..... Botam ni sebenarnya short cut for bola tampar atau orang JAWA panggil volleyball.Sejak dua menjak ni kawasan kolej asyik hujan je. Bila dah hujan payah ah aku nak main botam. Kalau sehari tak main macam tak lengkap je my life. Huhuhuhu... Tangan still lagi tak sembuh dari minor operatiaon hari tuh., Tapi aku dah balun dia sampai berdarah gak balik aku nyer tangan. Ni semua botam nyer pasal ah. Biler kat court semua probs aku settle macam tu jer. Even kadang2 or mybe every time aku selalu gak ah jadi bahan tapi ada aku kisah as long as aku dapat main binatang tuh. Court volleyball tu boleh ah dikatakan sebagai kelab sosial aku kat sini. Apa taknya semua jenis kawan tak kira negeri dan aliran aku jumpa kat sini. Kitorang ada gak ah klik2 masing2. Kiranya kalo ader owang lain nak main sama macam tak syok jer. Dulu happening ah gak but lately ni ramai sangat sampai aku pun dah pening nengok. Macam dalam tin ikan sardin cap KING CUP tuh. Tapi ni ...

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I am not afraid to stand alone Chorus I am not afraid to stand alone I am not afraid to stand alone If Allah is by my side I am not afraid to stand alone Everything will be alright I am not afraid to stand alone Gonna keep my head up high Single mother raising her children Now she's a Muslim Started praying and wearing a headscarf It was a healing for her heart Struggling with no one to lean on But with prayer she would be strong Got a job but then she was laid off Got a better education and it paid off Got a call for a job that she dreamed of Close by, great pay -she was in love - They brought her in, told her she's the number one pick “You got the job, but you gotta lose the outfit" It's a tough position that you put me in Cause I’ve been struggling with my two children But I'll continue looking for a job again My faith and my religion now will never bend Chorus Peer pressure, they were insisting And I was resisting Some days I felt I would give in Ju...

Take a breath, I pull myself together. Just another step until I reach the door. You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you.. I wish that I could tell you something to take it all away. Sometimes I wish I could save you, And there's so many things that I want you to know. I won't give up 'til it's over. If it takes you forever, I want you to know.. When I hear your voice, It's drowning in the whispers. It's just skin and bones, There's nothing left to take. And no matter what I do, I can't make you feel better. If only I could find the answer to help me understand.. Sometimes I wish I could save you, And there's so many things that I want you to know. I won't give up 'til it's over. If it takes you forever, I want you to know that.. If you fall, stumble down, I'll pick you up off the ground. If you lose faith in you, I'll give you strength to pull through. Tell me you won't give up, 'Cause I'll be w...

Look around yourselves Can’t you see this wonder Spreaded infront of you The clouds floating by The skies are clear and blue Planets in the orbits The moon and the sun Such perfect harmony Let’s start question in ourselves Isn’t this proof enough for us Or are we so blind To push it all aside.. No.. We just have to Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds If we just look bright to see the signs We can’t keep hiding from the truth Let it take us by surprise Take us in the best way (Allah..) Guide us every single day.. (Allah..) Keep us close to You Until the end of time.. Look inside yourselves Such a perfect order Hiding in yourselves Running in your veins What about anger love and pain And all the things you’re feeling Can you touch them with your hand? So are they really there? Lets start question in ourselves Isn’t this proof enough for us? Or are we so blind To push it all aside..? No.. We just have to Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds If we just look bright to see the signs We can’...