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CNTA PERTAMA....... memang sukar untuk dilupakan.....
dulu.. aku sangka itu hanya permainan perasaan...
cinta monyet yang harus aku lupakan.....
perasaan yang tidak patut aku pedulikan............
lalu aku pendam rasa itu sendiri hingga ia seolah memakan diri
entahlah.... sukar untuk ditafsirkan
rasa apakah yang datang bertamu
tika aku mendengar namanya
tika aku mendengar khabar tentangnya
dan rasa itu seolah semakin bergelora
tiap kali aku melihat wajahnya....................
bukannya aku tak sudi tika dia menitipkan salam perkenalan
malah kami pernah berlaga mata, bertingkah suara......
namun tika itu... hati dan akalku...
seperti tidak mahu menerima kehadirannya
aku pikir......... dia hanya akan menjadi punca kegagalanku
 pembantut terhadap segala cita2ku
dan sebenarnya......
aku sendiri masih tidak bersedia
untuk menjadi seorang perindu
untuk menjadi seorang pecinta
kerana hati kecil ini tidak cukup tabah
untuk menghadapi seksanya merindu
kerana hati kecil ini
masih tidak cukup kuat
untuk menghirup derita atas percintaan....
dan kini..............
saat aku bersendirian di kamar kecil ini..
aku ingin sekali dia bersamaku
berkongsi tawa dan juga derita....
bertukar pendapat dan juga cerita........
namun... aku masih tidak kuat
untuk menerima kehadirannya
aku masih tidak mampu
untuk menghadirkan cintanya di hatiku
dan akhirnya..........
aku lebih rela bersendiri.....
sambil ditemani kenangan cinta pertama..........
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