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every one of us may have sweet pain childhood experience
most of us will try to forget it
but some they will alway remember the feeling
for me
there is one childhood experience that I will never forget
where Im almost cant see my parents again
if something bad totally happen

the story is begin when
my parents take me for a walk at SOGO, KL
I really cant recall how it start
but the most memorable memory in my mind is 
the scene where i crying aloud while 
a chinese family had accompany me 
to the counter and ask the staff to call my parents
lucky enough I know and remember my father's name
i maybe forget the start, 
may forget the face of the chinese family
but the feeling is still there
safely saved in my heart
the most memorable moment is
the face of my dad when he found me at the counter
that face at that day
i may never forget it
and hope that i will always remain same
because of that face
when i had a fight with my father
i will always remember that face
and eventually it will make me forgive him

i thank GOD the almighty
because with his love
 there is nothing happen to me that day
we cant know for certain
what will happen to me
if i had been found by some bad guys
and luckily enough for me
that i had been found by a very kind hearted chinese family
and i thinks thats why
I always feeling safe when there are chinese around me

this incident also
make me like some short of agoraphobia
where im felling unsecured if im alone at the crowd of people
and that is the main reason
why i dont like shopping complex so much
shopping complex never relaxed me
it cause me to feel more anxiety
and also feeling unsecured
 enough with this agoraphobia craps
it just i dont really like to talk about it
and i need to get ready for tonight...
till then, chiow..

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