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secebis luahan rasa dari tuan blog YANGTERINDAH berkongsi rasa tentang mencari erti sebuah kesunyian :

kdang2 terasa diri ini ketinggalan zaman
kdang2 terasa diri ini kerdil
dek kerana tiada seorang bernama "kekasih"
ketika melihat rakan2 yang lain bergelak ketawa.,brgurau senda dgn "cinta hati"
pasti sedikit perasaan ingin berkasih turut wujud

kdg2 ku cuba membayangkan jika aq begitu
alangkan indahnya dunia
ada yang bertanya khbar
ada yang mengambil berat
ada yang mengasihani
ada yang mencintai
alangkah indahnya!!!!

saat itu mula perasaan ingin berkasih berbuak buak..
hahaha...
tapi bila ku dduk ,,,
ku renung...
msih ada tanggungjawab yang lebih besar harus ku pikul

ya..tnggungjwab sebagai seorang anak dan tanggungjawab sbgai seorang hambaNYA
ku cuba tenangkan hati..
ku cuba redakan perasaan
saat ini..ku terfikir
mungkin ujian dari illahi
saat diriku kini dikeliling oleh rakan2 yang ber"kasih"
ku harus kuat...kerana ku pasti bila ku turut sama ber"kasih"
pasti tanggungjawabku yang lain akan terabai

tertanya tanya ..adakah aq ini insan yang tidak layak menggapai erti kebahagian...??????
lantas..hati kuat menyakinkan..bhagia itu pasti ada..suatu masa nanti...:)

mencari erti sebuah kesunyian itu kdg2 mnyedihkan...tapi kita akan mula bhgia saat mengenang diri yang tidak sunyi dari cinta dari ILLAHI..biarlah kesunyian dari cinta manusia asalkan tdak sunyi dari cinta ILLAHI..:)

teringat kata kata dari seseorang penulis
"jodoh kita tu dah tertulis kat luh mahfus..cuma terpulang kepada kita bagaimana untk mendapatkannya..melalui kemungkaran atau kemuliaan...."


its unexpected to see my own sis will write an entry like this one.. so, its right bout what people always said that at one point in our life we will wonder bout our future especially bout who will be our soulmate and how we find him/hers....

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