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DRAFT FOR TONIGHT

just get ready for tonight dunno what will happen it juz like an usual meeting that we had like in the past  but tonight i dunno why im felt so nervous i really dunno how to express how nervous i am but the thing that sure is my nervousness make me to dig out everything that i had  from the last PADU and decide to bring it on tonight please ALLAH dont make me speechless tonight please turn me to a good speaker i think my stage fright is came out huhuhuhuhu im better get ready with my draft for tonight  so that i will not be a miserable like yesterday's night....

I'm OFFICIALLY 22

im officially 22 years old now i seriouslt did not know what to feel its not like during my ten years ago where im feeling excited to celebrate my birthday nowafay im not felt it anymore its felt like a normal day where i need to do my chores and also need to solve my life's problem well then if i think back that I already 22 it make me realize there are lots of things that I need to do and need to accomplish if i make my mother as my benchmarking im still far away to get at a same level like her at least my mother when she's 22 she had found her other half means she already married with my father meanwhile, im still nowhere im still finding the purpose of my life still try to rule out myself and im still far away from finding the other half of me 22 its like a magic number where ur think that u are big enough to make a big decision for ur life but u know deep in ur heart u still confused with ur choice 22 

PENULISAN2U : BUKAN JODOH KITA

tengah ralit layan jiwang mesti jadi hobi untuk bukak PENULISAN2U sekali buka alamak terjumpa satu cerpen yang awlnya memang kena sangat dengan aku sekarang tak ke rasa nak ketuk kepala kat dinding  Saya nak terus terang nie... Emm... Sebenarnya saya suka awak.. Tapi..apa pun jawapan awak.. Saya tak mau amik tahu.. Kalau jawapannya negatif, saya takut saya kecewa.. So, biarlah saya tak tahu.. Then, kita buat macam biasa yer ini adalah sedikit petikan awal darii cerpen tersebut sebab permulaannya memang tepat dan kena sekali ngan aku aku pun bukaklah nak baca overall okay kowt cuma ending dia tergantung and gaya penceritaan dia agak serabut sikitlah biasalah penulis baru pergh.. bab komen orang no satu  apa2pun kita layan jer cerpen ini :  Bukan Jodoh Kita

BIRTHDAY WISH FROM MY LOVE

Ya ALLAH the most gracious  shines the light of Your guidance into the heart of the girl reading this Give her strength to face this life with strong grip to AL-Quran, al hadith and as sunnah Beautify her with tawakkal and islamic attitude Fertile her heart with love towards U and Ya rasul May sincerity in ibadah is sustained in her. And protect her for the lies of the world  and tortures of hellfire.... AMIN Happy 22nd Birthday my dear girl. Love you... This message I got last night and it makes me crying and feeling wonderful at the same time this message make up for my whole day and just by reading this I felt that I had been loved unconditionally thanks dear for the wish thanks ALLAH for the ukhuwah between us even there will be a time machine in the future I will never have any intention to change our fate the way we meet is special even for the most past im almost forget how we can be this close yeah the startin

CINCIN UNTUK JURUTERA MEKANIKAL

serius kalau dapat cincin macam nie aku speechless tak tahu nak cakap apa as engineer aku memang respect kalau husband to be bagi cincin macam ni sebab stylo kowt bukan senang nak buat but then as a woman maybe pelik sikit kowt tapi tak kisahlah kalau semua part tu buat dari diamond  hahahaha materialistik gila yalah kalau dari besi atau tembaga bahaya kowt nak pakai nanti cepat karat lah plus, kalau tengah masak bahaya kowt dia punya chemical reaction ngan suhu yang tinggi sangat tidak boleh dijangka anyway tak kisahlah cincin apa pun yang kita dapat at least ada orang nak bagi cincin hehehehehhe tapi kalau ini jadu cincin kahwin memang superb  jadi isu satu taman untu setahun kowt tak tahu nak cakap apa kalau dapat cincin macam nie bersyukur ajolah

BULAN DIPAGAR BINTANG ~~ P RAMLEE & SALOMA

Malam bulan dipagar bintang Makin indah jika dipandang Bagai gadis beri senyuman Pada bujang idaman Duhai kasih ingin dimanja Dengan cumbuan mesra Untuk pelipur lara Penawar dik asmara Mmm.. mmm... Mmm.. mmm... Malam bulan dipagar bintang Tambah seri cuaca malam Murni sungguh ciptaan Tuhan Bulan bintang lampu alam Andai kata bintang menyepi Bulan tidak berseri Malam menjadi sunyi Tidak berseri lagi

EPILOG DIRI DALAM UJIAN

mata meliar ke kanan dan ke kiri saat kali pertama  membaca apa yang tertulis sepi di atas sehelai kertas putih lidah terkelu tanpa bicara  mulut diam menutur kata tapi tidak kedengaran bicara suasana sunyi sepi  hanya deruan angin kedengaran akal terus ligat berfikir mengejutkan segala urat2 saraf yang leka fikiran sedaya upaya berkosentrasi mencari jawapan di mana-mana mata terpejam rapat dengan harapan memori datang semula paling tidak sekadar bayangan cukuplah sebagai pencetus idea untuk menulis jawapan berkajang  waktu terus berlalu degupan jantung berdetak seiringan jam berdetik dalam diam hati membisik harapan cepatlah masa berlalu diri sudah tidak tahan lagi merenung kertas soalan tanpa punya jawapan yang pasti nukilan :ermahida (23102013)

LUNCH DATE AFTER TEST

lumrah hidup budak2 U bila sudah habis test duduk melepak sebentar di cafe and sembang luar alam dari sembang camne jawap test  sampailah ke isu hati dan perasaan dari sembang apa equation yang diguna sampailah ke isu semasa yang hangat dibincangkan seronok sebenarnya bila sesekali sembang pasal perasaan lagi2 bila dengan coursemates biasalah, dah semuanya lelaki sesekali mereka jadi mat jiwang memang seronok mendengarnya seorang member  alhamdulillah nampaknya sudah ketemu  calon peneman hidup dan nampaknya serius dengan pilihannya tinggal kami yang masing mencari atau yang masih hold sekejap sebab status student katanya dan  jujur aku terkelu bila member tanya kau pulak mid, bila nak kahwin hahahahaha cuma gelak sambil bagi jawapan standard aku tunggu dululah banyak tanggungan lagi kot biasalah anak sulung dan tambah memeriahkan suasana bila member seorang lagi masuk cerita jangan tak tahu dia dala

APA BOLEH BUAT

apa boleh buat kalau seorang saja yang semangat yang lain tidak.. inilah dilema diri sendiri sekarang semangat membara-bara untuk berlatih tak kisahlah bola tampar untuk SUKAD ataupun pantun untuk PADU rakan sepasukan yang lama  ALHAMDULILLAH semuanya maintain dan bersemangat jugak cuma masaalahnya nak cari orang baru dan lebih bermasaalah bila pihak pengurusan bergerak dengan  sangatlah tidak nampak semangatnya untuk adik2 yang baru handle okay, akak faham  mungkin kurang pengalaman atau mungkin tak menyedari betapa pentingnya  persiapan lebih awal yang menjadi sedikit sakit hati bila ditanya maaflah, busy sikitlah akak adik oi sayang kawan anda lawan cakap ni siapa akak fourth year kowt busy jugak tapi kenalah pandai time management sikit sebab kalau semua nak ikut timing kita memang ke lautlah nampaknya (yang ini tuju khas buat junior2 volley saya ) persiapan awal itu penting sebab kita tak tahu apa

HEAT TRANSFER TEST

waiting for the last test before mid sem break actually, still dont know whether I can make it or not but for now  just going with the flow heat transfer is one of the class that I enjoyed most there are lots of reasons why first of all, maybe because we have kind hearted lecturer Dr Chan is very nice and kind lecturer so far with his sweet smile make me felt always happy during his lecture another reason maybe because the way of his teaching  he tend to ask us to write notes from whiteboard and somehow it make me recall my secondary school memory maybe its look childish but it is the most effective way somehow, im so afraid to miss his class coz I can depend with my friend notes well, ur know hoy guys write their notes so, lets hope the best for this test and till then now, get ready for the test

TAZKIRAH USTAZ CEKANG

semalam  dinner plus gathering  gaya bunyi macam ramai jer sedangkan bukan ramai mana sangat pun point utama entry nie sebenarnya nak cerita perasaan  bila dengar tazkirah dari ustaz cekang let me make clear first sebenarnya, bukanlah aku yang buat hal orang lain, our mutual friend but then aku sekali kena dengar tazkirah tu sedangkan yang buat hal tak ada pun dengan kami ustaz yang sorang nie make me surprise bila keluar sudah aura dia untuk bagi nasihat perghhhh hati macam kena hiris sembilu  itu baru aku yang dengar kalau troublemaker dengar tak tahulah apa feeling dia serius, tak expect ustaz cekang punya aura buat aku diam terkelu kalau ada yang dengar semalam perbualan kami mahu ingat aku sebenarnya yang trouble hehehehehe but then I like sisi ustaz cekang yang macam ni yalah, selalunya asik nak bergurau jer semua benda dibuatnya joke but then bila keluar aura lain nie make me respect him more anyway tha

CUTE NOTE YET INSPIRING

this note i found out when i did some tidy up with our house last year its really nostalgic  coz if im not mistaken this note i got during when im form two seriously, i not write this note myself, okay one of my classmate did it its such a pleasure sometimes, when im relaxed a bit and looked back to my life i had experienced every stage that u can for ur life as student and make me proud because i learnt lots from my life we not always at a TOP but never give up when we at the BOTTOM and never relax when we in the MIDDLE frankly, i enjoyed all the experiences it makes me more tough and hopefully,  I will have more to learn  in the future..

MONOLOGUE WITH MYSELF

im always like this  when im felt depressed with myself i will always make myself to run somehow it felt like some therapy some of us have their shopping therapy some of us may have their drift therapy it juz im felt relieved because i know that i have channel  o let out all my stress sometimes i got a great idea to write about and sometimes it juz a rubbish entry still cant decide what king of my style writing actually,  im not really know whether  my entry can be consider as writing well. if i see from grammar aspect i bet that im totally out or maybe the content naaaa it doe not matter for me as long as I know that i always have this blog and it ups to me whenever i love to write ADIYOSSS

I KNOW A MAN

I know a man who will protect me  from all the evils in the world I know a man who will loved me till the end of his life I know a man who will do anything for me just to see me smile I know a man and I love him Thanks for be the man that always be in my heart written by ermahida

OPTICAL COMBUSTION ENGINE~~~~ A BRIEF INTRODUCTION

1.       INTRODUCTION  Figure  1  : Optical Single Cylinder Engine                 Internal combustion (IC) performance is one of the important aspects in automotive industry. The higher the IC performance, the powerful the engine car to be, therefore cause the higher request between the lovers of high performance cars. However, engineers had faced lots of problem in the way to determine the exact and more accurate performance of IC engine. These problems happen due to lots of factor such as the material that IC engine made of from. The IC engine is made of from all-metal materials and this prevent engineers to gain a detailed insight of the mixing, combustion and emissions formation processes occurred in the cylinder of IC engine. Therefore, the Optical Engine has been introduced as the improvement to the original system. High-speed imaging combined with the optical access provided by a optical engine offer the ability to directly image and compare ignition and combustion phen