CORETAN AWEK SPANAR

Dear Mira, you are the only one who knows how truly crazy I am. You know me out and in. We have met when I am still an innocent girl (you have to admit it ) before I experienced that so called "culture shock" during our matriculation life. You know how drastically I changed. You know how crazy I can be literally. You know how havoc I can be. You know how moody I can be. But you never afraid of it. Instead, you help me to control my craziness and my mood swing. And thanks to you, I always save myself from a big humiliation. I don't know whether you still remember those moments. The recent one, surely the call that you receive on 4 am. When you strongly reject my crazy intention to make my confession. Fuhh, I really owed you the big one.  Dear Mira, if one day, you and I never spoke to each other anymore, may ALLAH forbid it, I have to ask a lawyer to interdict you because you know lots of my secrets. Hehehehehehe. Just kidding. A million memories, thousand j...

life is too short to be waste life is too short to make an enemy life too short to think about the past life is too short to sit around and doing nothing believe me, pals because I speak from the truth because I speak from the pain because I speak from the experience I learnt my lesson enough for me not to waste my life anymore for me to easily forgive people's mistake  for me to beg for a forgiveness for me to let go the past for me to keep move on with life for me let the memory in heart not in mind I may look cheerful to you I may look strong to you I may look optimist to you but what make who I am today you will wish not to have it my dark and saddest past I will not regret it because all of those pain make the strong and the optimist me this is hurdle that I need to pass this is my journey I shall not regret what i had done with my life because the best lesson is from the bitter experience and once for all I belie...

Alhamdulillah !!!! Finally, I did it. When I read the message sent by Prof Jamal at night market, I'm speechless for a while. And, certainly the tears coming down. My eyes almost pop out. Same goes with my dad too. When I told him about the news , he looked shocked and nervously finding his spec to read the message. Hence, today the father and daughter selling bakso with red and Mashimaro eyes. Hehehehehe. How silly we are. After 6 years of ups and down. After every phase that I had been through. People may say that its nothing; just finishing what I have should be a long time ago. But for me, this is a great news and evidence how much ALLAH loved me. What I have been through definitely will not be same like others and some had experience more difficult thing. But, the 6 years journey for finishing my degree really a sweet-bitter pain experiences for me. To those who never know what I'm going through maybe not understand why I felt so blessed and happy. But to those who kno...

Okay, aku baru perasan yang dua tiga miggu kebelakangan ini post2 yag aku kongsi semua agak maca kejiwangan sikit. Please, don't hate me. Ini semua sebab side effect layan Kdrama. Habis ja nengok drama2 tersebut terus keluar ilham nak buat sajak. Antara Kdrama yang kebelakangan ini buat hidup aku tak tentu adalah Jealousy Incarnate (JI).  JI ni memang suatu drama yang boleh aku rate as awesome. Aku memang suka dari dulu dengan heroin drama dia. Since drama Pasta lagi, aku memang dah jadi kipas susah mati si GongHyo Jin ni. And since that, memang setiap drama yang dia ada aku tak pernah miss.  Jealousy Incarnate adalah romantic comedy drama. Main theme dia off course about romance. Siapa yang pernag crush fever memang sesuai tengok drama ni. Memang agak tersentap juga. Macam2 orang sanggup buat untuk crush kan. Then, agak mnarik juga walau dah biasa sangat . Drama juga berkisar tentang cinta tiga segi. Tapi yang lainnya di sini, the woman love both of the man. And ...

aku sendiri bukan kerna lupa diri aku hanya membawa diri menjauh dari kalian yang lari katakan apa sahaja aku sombong atau lupa tak pernah punya masa ambil kisah tentang mereka aku tahu diri kenapa aku dibiar sendiri semuanya rahsia Illahi untuk kedepan yang tidak pasti tapi jujur aku kata ada rindu buat mereka yang dulu banyak berjasa bantu aku harungi pancaroba buat kalian yang dirindui aku mohon agar memahami mengapa aku senyap sepi tanpa berita membawa diri aku berdoa di suatu masa andai ada berita gembira aku tak akan lupa titip pesan buat mereka #ermahida